your smile, my smile

you have said words to me i havent heard in so long. it was soothingly painful as i let them hit me like waves.  reminds me of swimming in the ocean and what its like to have to let go, to absorb, to feel.  i have to trust. i must learn how to trust again. the word doesn't know my name, and on delievernce i distributed pain. there is something there about you i cannot explain but u cannot see me and you are just tasting the depths of my pain. if i let you into my life yours will never be the same, and the longing will turn to fire and love will only be the quench to that flame. the pleasure of my name will become your pain, as we burn fire in springs early twilight.