its time for you to go

after months of the drain i think it is time for you to go. nothing can save me from myself and your friends will not betray my love for you. time had seasoned our relationship with salt and the joy has left my heart.  why it is okay for you to hang with your firneds is fine but when i go to hang out with mine there is strife. i dunno . it is not right and the time had come for you to find your own way and take refuge with another whos arms can withstand . i am not ready for you to leave but i will be better becasue i will have not to wait up for you while you "stay" here. there is no choice when it comes to freedom and i would say dont bother coming back.  my heart broke over you aling time ago and now we wrestle with choices and freedoms. i dont want to be the one you are leaving to be another, if that is your choice than so be it. freedom is not free in this house. i would rather be alone and content than with you and upset over anything. that is the price i have paid for love. i wont pay it again.