Gawd I hate being alone and no matter what I try I want to go back in time
There is no way
That path is not even there for me
No opening
No way in
I took a different road and everything was coming to the conclusion that I was wounded
A victim who was never treated can no long know how to not be the victim consciously never having been able to be the victim therefore healing had stopped paused and perhaps never taken place. My whole life story was smoke n lies how does one heal to reveal what's going on inside
I am in so much pain
Jesus