I looked at the clock it was an hour fast. I was ready to go early. I sat to reflect on my bad behavior nothing was reconciled but I never lied to someone new.
It wasn't the same as my grinding tender lover of months gone by. There was no dirty talking or baby girls. I imagined what it was like for him with someone new. Did he think of me on accident. G o d wanted to save me from all this heartache but I ran ran away back again
Back agin this time myself is my only friend. Before my talents dry and hardness of heart sets in from lies. I will let go. I write until my mind is empty and the solace returns. No matters whose arms I am infor someone else my passions burn. So mad he took away my lover. under covers that bled and stained with mournings to deep to recover. The matching hands and feet and bellies and hearts all gone now. Memories are but in the past only stinging in the present when someone else wants to come in. I let myself feel that passion, I swooned but in the heat of the moment, my heart was looking for you. Maybe just this once it was and it will ease over time over time over time. Goodbye my past lover goodbye my only friend see ya later in the grave where all broken hearts go to mend.