Stirred up and crazy with nothing but love to set me free - I thought i was going to have a hard time with seeing you and I may have - but I needed a new memory of you- a healthier one. I changed and I wanted to look at you even though it was awkward- your embrace still felt like home- I had been far away and longed to roam back into the arms from which I came. Nothing sounded the same any more- my tummy rumbled so much there were too many emotions to explore - something wild raged inside me- salt poured into my sores.
And then it was time for me I go- I told myself I would hug you until u moved; first- and then you did. i said my goodbyes and I bolted for the door. I couldn't calm that storm anymore- tossled back into dreams- i go- I lay myself down to sleep- soothing the panic I felt beneath my skin- to burrow in. Love smells familiar and I like it- that's why I watched you lace up your boots- adoration is a strange thing- hello goodbye - hello one more time