Toast the past

What is the point? I came back from California for you.  Last year today there was a thunderstorm and we curled up in the heat and cool of out love- bodies that bled for more.
You untangled me from your web of lies and in your bondage of dreams I lied - waking for more- another day where time would take us away and we could sense out destiny- I waited up all night for you and I stalked you with the intention to do harm- and I still might - with more than just my words- I cursed you for taking away my lover my friend and worst my baby- with more than just my words I wove spells to haunt you and dreams to capture your brave heart- broken - by yourself knowing you would leave me no matter what I did. It doesn't bother me now because I made it some how without you and I liked it-