Concealed eyes -

With ornate make up on the look in my eyes was more disguised and I could wash that mean look off of my face- with pale lips I called out your name but you no longer responded- I stood back and watched you wake up- but it was early and the sun was upon us so I slipped away hoping it was for the last time because I wasn't sure just how much more I could afford to escape- because I began to want it all again- to tast that body and feel that skin - but I lost and now there is no more love to begin again - drats I wanted back what I couldn't afford to keep for that which I lost so much sleep only to be drown in lies so deep that the only way out was to leave on ly to come back agai to revisit that heartache revisit that sin into the ocean of live from which u would not come to be with me my rescued one and so I lost that I held dear to fear and I walked away not free but in the shadow of humility I want to b something else somehow else doing what if is that sets me free- but I lost and lonliness Is the plague I see-