Leave the poor man alone

Wrestling with my mind it never stops until I take action 
Confronting my self in the rooms 
It's just be tween me and god
There is little for me elsewhere even in your arms
I am not enough for myself and have nothing to offer you 
I f I sleep the night away in your arms I may begin to shake with out you
So I will dismiss you this time to prepare a softer place for me when I  
Fall- 
In and out of love a time or two before I rest 
I'm fixing to be alone regardless of what I have to say 
Bothering you with nothing of my own as I find my way through the steps of aa. 
Can I grasp the night alone as I reach through the phone I'm reminded your on a path of your own no matter how much I try I can't speed up time or make you mine in any way other this- 
By letting you go