Didn't want mom to see how sick I really am
How I take care of nothing
Longing
Leg spread
Directionless
Starving self harming
Not a chance I can trust
Myself
This time
Judge me cut me unwind me
Like pearls casting on a string
Words appear
To clear the reason for suffering
- what if you let someone else take care of you- to be coddled- held
Helped
Why keep hiding
What can I do to heal myself
What's it take to come about -