Unable to find myself I lie down
In sheets that comfort me 
I wait for mothers arms to unfold me
I'm sad all the time
Never to return 
Channel the day through a paper straw 
Awaken virgins that remind me of home
Over emotional on a wave of dreams
I've given up for today
Tired in transparent skin
Bones poke through the pain within
Carried away 
I shook one last time
Lost
Expressionless in the salt of denial 
Small child 
Waits 
Alas nothing will change tonight
Missing what's right
Not feeling uptight or settled in the night
Take me away from my self 
There is no such thing 
Roots and wings and unborn things
Sadness I cannot escape 
Moodiness mellow in miracles