Coats on

Slip coats over the bones of neglect
Self love won't let me reflect 
I'm deaf to care
With out it all I want it none
Plates filled with love
Leave me empty
Alone 
In the night 
We almost touch but the rushing to leave 
Hurts too much
Dreams flood my mind but it's too soon
There hasn't been enough time yet 
So I unwind 
My heart to you 
Without a clue 
What I'm to do 
Breathe and take smaller bites 
Dark and light 
Awkward distractions are all right
It hurt me to drive home into the night
The better decision 
The taken flight 
The power I assaulted 
Trembled 
No arms to hold me just right
Tonight
One more missed opportunity 
Another fight
Love less a lil longer 
This should make me stronger 
Cold and breathless 
A little longer 
Hiding
In sight
I turned away
Give me everything or nothing is all I can say 
Gasping for air 
Sticks and stones 
reaching to repair what has been breaking all around me 
With small hands and little tools
Rushing in to save the day
 your arms I want them to 
take me away 
Bones 
And all