Worry and tension lined my face
Sugar blows my veins in the night of a hundred lovers-
I tremble to taste some kind of happiness
Again chasing shadows in the dark
Bringing myself to the brink
Destruction laces my shoes
In the cold pond I'm sinking in-
Strength and desire do nothing for me
Countless bottles
Evaporated
Before Even touching my lips
Shaking from a death I could not control
Whos poverty is over me
With sand beneath my toes I sink
Another drink
Catastrophic conclusions fill my mind
In the deepest loneliest place you could ever find yourself
Believing you were something else
Someone else
With thousands of wishes waiting to explore
But no more time and no more health my
Broken hearted
Glass angel on the shelf
Dripping tears
with a reflection we can't see
Lost girl
Hungry
Crawl into bed with destiny