I can hear them laughing
It echoes in the room-
Vibrates and giggles in my womb
Falling freedoms
Coming too soon
Missing what was lost
Memories in a cocoon
Tapping on extasy
Life around the moon
Babies become boys
Holding onto the stars
With leaping eyes
Nothing has cost me everything
Loyalty is no demise
What do I do with myself
Stronger
Still suffering to survive
What is the point we build up from
This
Reality teases me
Risk not yet on the shelf
Who will love me one day
Keep me company
In ill health
Doin those drugs
Holding back on hugs
Tears that shed weapons
Wipe my cheeks
Your touch was tender, sweet
I knew you loved me somewhere
Underneath
Together we cried but my heart was fried
I was translucent with wealth
But Not enough to keep me real
Underscore my body
I'm a shiver away from your touch
Heartbreaks beating I want you so much
Take us back this time
Wandering in the illusions of yours and mine
Come to savor the flavor of love
That is yours and mine
Your voice I like to hear
Calms my fear
Roots and all this time
Too many men on my mind
Drip drop loose
Drop drip nuse
Cut those demons loose
Take me back to heal the wound
That doesn't conceal
Anymore than truth
The boys all love it
Pondering youth