Lying in distress
Recalling the past
Weighs too much
The trauma continues
Till i take care of myself
Barfing endless ly over
Bright spots
Beginning again
We watch the moves carefully
Overcoming each one
In the wind shivering
Where is my mothers cloak
To keep me warm
When is it about me ism
Take the alcol out you still have ism
Child too grown
To be alone
Waffling in indecision
Going within again
To come out whole -