On the bed

Hungry in the bed I lay 
Words are weapons 
out of my head 
Take them away

Denial lies in souls hollow 
Blinks her eyes 
Takes her away 

Insides are coming out
Besides are continuing to shout 
I pout in the waves 
Tumble about 
Without touching anything of
Substance
I shout 

i remain changed 
The pursuit of life continues 
Pulsating 
Away with tired eyes 
Waiting to be baptized 
Loved again
Despite that sin

Sipping on the bottle 
Of dreams come true
One last heartbeat
Waking up to you