Now I'm anxious with out you 
In some kind of silent places I'm tender
The life sucked away from me in breaths and nostrils that bring back air to keep 
Me alive in the midst of chaos old voices are screaming at me and in the daylight tasks to accomplish weigh me down - motionless in the creeping sound of loneliness 
Longing to leave 
And come back home to you 
Restless in emotions that bleed out in ways I cannot control
Sympathy is for sure yours when you hear my story 
A bargin in the night of petty crimes 
Violent in domestic decisions 
Ones we can't take back with time
Delusional daughter 
Victim of a crime 
Be gentle with yourself this time