Men in crystal balls offer me
Nothing
Truth I guess
The reason I'm shaking I'm so
Scared now
Nervous you have some power to hurt me now or I must decide
Untangle how I feel for myself in you
Intimacy is funny that way
A distraction not so desperate
I cannot remember your face
Come back to me quickly
To take away these anxious spots
Your not doing what I want
I can't find you so now where are you
Suspicious in my own skin
I let you in
Only to discharge you
Again
For the second course
I craved coming back
Against
The wall I wanted it
I bit my lip and gave away
Something I wanted to hide
Instead as I slipped back into your bed
Begging for you to make it right by me