It breaks my heart not to be in a position to provide that for them. This is not sustainable, there is not health or resources to rebuild. The time has come to let go. Sickened with sadness and the knots in my stomach, tight- turn to flowing.
Gods knowing lights up my heart
Jump start into something real
Not broken dreams
And undone things that spill over in assault
Time to halt!
Take back my life from the edge of that knife-
Love is always love- I am enough