Having a moment

Obviously I am the wind of indecision 
In mental illness I perform in gravity less than desirable 
I am not formulated to sheets and razors 
Cutting everyone else up in my drama
I repent 
I repeal 
I break down 
I kneel 
The steps won't do
I return to you
Every time 
Your mine 
In denial I fly 
In arms fast to you 
Un barren my truth 
As I unfold my dreams to you
So good to be true
Sleeping here next to you in
Violent cages shattered in youth
Your eyes are blue I carry them with me
Living proof