Post love

Those blue eyes they slay me 
But you won't let me love you the way I want to 
Rolled up in sheets 
Naked in flower petals
Stained glass hearts that break in the sun
Mountains I have climbed in search of love 
Left meaningless in simple words 
we bend the rules with out restraint 
Someone misses me but it isn't you 
I'm caught in shadows that play tapes on the walls over and over like old songs 
I want to be more to you 
But I'm not 
so I wait but I'm not done with the past and you whisper her name in your dreams that are like broken and not mending with time like the things we said would happen
The narrative plays out and I can't say I love you because your ears are deaf and your walls too high for me to climb 
Barefoot and slipping on the tales as old as time 
But I tried