have i awakened to something i have never seen before. i wake up looking for you but nowhere can i find you. in the missing moments i wait. starving for something i never knew i was hungry for. i was waiting in the long quiet moments of the night and stood in the doorway wanting to exhale. your breath was fixing me curing my inner waves of hunger. i couldnt find what i was looking for because it was dark. there were no more features on your face, only lines from time that took its toll on you. sadness in your eyes fell upon my lovely face. i reached out to touch you, ghosts and all.