suddenly i wasnt waiting anymore. i stood still and could feel everything pass me by. time, fragerance, distance, peace, love and solace. there were no more clouds in the sky of my mind, there was clarity and sounds that made sense. i was tempted to turn into the shadow but somewhere only light remained the only option. i wanted to stay close to you but you kept reminding me of your other home. somewhere i wanted to believe yo but in the end i knew it would only deceive the very lives we held onto. looking into my eyes you couldnt see me anymore.