thinking about what you said

i waited 7 months to hear the words i knew on day 7.  you would fall so madly in love with me i would be the only answer. nothing else makes sense to you now, as you cannot resits my arms. you may fall in love a hundred times over but will always wonder if i was the one you let slip away. broken on the vows we pledge but lie to ourselves to keep. i dream in color again and you live in the gray zone, a challenge i daily tried to escape. i walk with one foot in and one foot out and you still wonder why. i am never simple and i am aware there are some challenges to my psyche that make it so true. love lets go weather or not you do.