i push and pull

my relation ship with you is written in codes. texting and smileys that much i know. i wrestle with the waves of your chime. sometimes i wait and some times i whine. dont you know when to love me enough and stop before ive had enough. something slippery like that look in your eyes and i wait in wallow in the coming tide. there isnt enough words to fill up my phone that take away the missing of your flesh on the bones. no matter how many hearts or kissey faced smiles, wont erase the love thats lost down the miles. the home you wont replace with me and the bleeding for love you still think i cant see. before the warm embrace of your arms erases my memory i cringe at my shallow lies. i whisper words into your ears that disappear as soon as you leave and wake to love another.