with a suspicious mind i watch for things that may arise. my heart waxes and wanes like the tide. there is not a faint beat of your heart or a whispering in the dark. each new night that you are mine is stacked up next to me and helps ease on time. but there isnt confidence in your name and betrayal still lingers on the outskirts of pain. the shades of my heart wax and wane. i doubt that your love will remain unchanged.