I lied to our last dance at b

What I noticed first was your tattoo - then your eyes were shinning at me. I was light and dark wrapped in to one - still I hounded you with timing and Eyes that look at you- I spoke but lies- only they protruded my lips to paper to pen this rhyme to fill up the time that your not with me. 
Now. 
So I ran away again in ecstasy - in the twilights of sand I found myself beneath the stars with out you- 
I'm always going to be with out you- 
I'm silent in the night and I write - 
It's the only way to get through to myself and work out my mind - tell it that my heart will heal in time-
Tonight it's no use your my missing love juice and i want to drink each time I say good bye I think it's the last and then there you are like a scar - I'm fitting to wear. I just miss the sound of you squeak up the stairs with those arms once wrapped around me- now settle myself 
alone - and I've withered to bones - for no ones love is there to nourish me- just me the stars and as much internal love that I can be- glowing flowing free- untangled from this destiny -