Now.
So I ran away again in ecstasy - in the twilights of sand I found myself beneath the stars with out you-
I'm always going to be with out you-
I'm silent in the night and I write -
It's the only way to get through to myself and work out my mind - tell it that my heart will heal in time-
Tonight it's no use your my missing love juice and i want to drink each time I say good bye I think it's the last and then there you are like a scar - I'm fitting to wear. I just miss the sound of you squeak up the stairs with those arms once wrapped around me- now settle myself
alone - and I've withered to bones - for no ones love is there to nourish me- just me the stars and as much internal love that I can be- glowing flowing free- untangled from this destiny -