In small doses I tried
Catching feelings
Like rocks in pockets
That drag me down
No fun for girls who run away
From such things
As comfort
I'm not able to give arms
Broken from wanting more
Into the night I wrap myself
In the heat of my own bed
This time protected from
The lonliness I fed
Faced with what I want but can't ask for
Faced with you
I hide myself
Isolate in the barriers of my own design
Not giving any of myself this time
To you
Sleeping alone
Walking away one hard choice
I Made today
Taking my feelings along with myself
Somewhere else
I don't want to let anyone in
So it begins again
That I won't
I'm lost this night
I walked out alone
You wanted me to stay
But you can't give me all
I say
So I give nothing in order to keep
Myself
Alone
One more cold night