Long days

Clumsy 
They just come right out and ask 
Would I want to (hook up)
I guard what I have left of a heart
Maybe someone will hold it
Gentle 
Not tear it apart
Don't want to just get lucky tonight 
Tomorrow I may need your arms 
To hold me tight
Wrestle the demons I have inside 
For just a moment 
I blink
But nothing has changed
I'm still at home alone 
Tranquil laughing at sadness chasing 
Down my ghosts to make amends

There are no bridges backwards and I cant stand to survive the future alone
Princess to her throne 
Garden over grown
Laughing in a ring of flowers 
Her heart has never known 
Escaping everything except myself