Tuesday blues

She struggles in flight 
Over what might be 
A lost cause is free 
You can take in her beauty
Conformed by rebellion 
In all that is within me 
I dream to let go I move forward to recall from where I have come 
I'm walking bones tired love less in the night
Be healthier in lost causes 
Be stronger than drugs
Passion I want to explain runs in my veins and I want to cast it all on you like there is no clue for my transparency 
I wash myself off of you 
Saturated in the distraction 
Excited but pessimistic I unveil my plans 
I hope but despair in the unpredicted air
Longing for satisfaction 
Allowing myself a chance to come through
Wishing wavering 
Not all thoughts are ment for u space it comes so let's be free
Pull away to take you into me
Life is so beautiful but lonely she screams 
Fragile in emotional complexity 
I breath to move beyond the now
Not changing fast enough to this I rush home somehow
It's my bones that need attention-  
Love me take me the way a woman lets a man -
Who am I where am I 
Peaceful surrender stands