Wednesdays wake up

Drunk with changes 
Sinking in rubbish that I created
Keeping in secrets 
Hiding sadness
Lasting long enough to see the light 
Souls shine in dark spaces
A call in the night is all I need 
Sometimes a voice on the line-
Saving face to the sun 
Hearts on the run 
Clean
Or longing to be 
Held 
In silence 
The setting of the night 
Sober distinctions 
Lack privacy  
Scarlet heart beats to heal
Now broken in distances befor 
Lies 
Left me to sort out the path taken 
Escapen 
A matter of time to find out what's mine.