A failed attempts at beats antique

The end was so close that I disappeared 
But it was chaos 
Everything that I loved evaporated 
Time went from here to there
Leaving lacerations 
What made you so jaded 
Slipping back in time we stand still 
Not wanting to acknowledge 
What time dismissed 
Your teeth did not lie
You looked at me one last time 
I believed 
Because u wanted too
I chose the path that was wrong
That was sin 
Sperm grows with in 
Balanced out 
This sucks I know what I'm all about 
Jean jackets 
Clash in genocide