Blasted

Oh oh Kay 
I have a crush on someone else 
I'm starving and your flesh is all I can see
Take me from some mystical place 
Release me from a solid embrace 
after fear  
Rise up - clear the way for justice 
Unfold the marching of the band 
Release me from further destruction 
At another mans hand 
You say you want to but you can't 
A three page letter spells out the damage done
Meanwhile the woman slops her drink on the floor 
I couldn't make it 
How much pain can one endure 
Drunk with rage 
The killer resentment on its edges 
If I even start to think about this I get in a tizzy not driving past your house anymore  
Destiny in youth the old seek the young to feel more free 
I will lay down and take you on my knee
Help us to get away 
Everyone is alright but me 
Obvious 
I was fine until I walked into my mothers house and instantly had menstrual like cramps 
Daunting I sought relief in my bed 
Dreary from the day 
The alchol Bled from my legs spread 
Driving to the west side 
A distance between myself and the club 
Instantly on the wall I posted my fate
Lonlinenss lingered but I still did not date
Crushing on everyone 
I could not settle until your eyes met mine
They shined 
I thought you winked at me 
I lost my place in time 
Words were not aloud but I reached through the crowd as you took a longer glance at me laughing in between us 
Something I rarely see
I want to follow you
But newly sober I know you cannot pursue me so I work it out with my friends and talk it out in my amends
Damage undone is the key 
Pains in my loins 
I cannot date those so much younger than me I'm still working on the being free I don't want to steal anyone's youth enough pain for me in the truth 
The wreckage apparent for us all to see