Going home

Distance between us wanes 
Find me on the surface of your skin before
I sink in 
A list of truths tear us apart 
Love is in denial 
A whisper I have sensed befor
There is no more words 
Hello to the stranger 
Is it better of you know me more 
Disassemble things in youth 
I'm not that bad
I'm not an orphan or a widow 
I am a survivor of my own form of 
Of domestic abuse 
Of over alcohol use 
With no purpose 
I'm not sexy 
Hungover 
Or of much use 
Return me to the burden less 
Life
Living proof 
That god can remove 
My scars 
Going home a thousand times better than that- 
Following footsteps 
For a safe return 
The thorns burn 
Echoing giant storms on the horizon
Barrel down on me in buds 
Not blossoming 
Frozen in terms 
Forgotten