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I can't sleep 
My belongings are scattered all over 
Friends fill in the gaps And basements of
Memories and dreams that died linger 
Clung to on pieces of papers that trail existence 
We separate ourselves from clothing
Longing left to skin like vapor touching the absolutes 
We leave in between lines drawn 
Letters written with words that sound the same 
Different days unfold like new born wings 
Hatching in extasy among the lots of other lost things 
I cannot steal Anymore vapor into my lungs 
This little heart unsung 
Hopes s And waits
For fate but men disappear for fear 
For flight for love that doesn't fit right
No shame to find the jewel 
In disappearing rooms with chairs full of potentil
We sit listening one story at a time 
The flavored love rhymes and all is left true 
I'm on my way back to you
Touching hard that place your kept from
Chin up lil  love lets not be glum 
Potentials quicken in the sand 
Beginning to reason with ways that don't let go
Well the fight is slow and were slipping in places 
We longed to know
Breaking strong the hold that keeps me here
No flight no fear no shaking in the morning light 
One last good drunk lets kiss goodnight 
As I lie in my sleep and break promises I want to keep 
Time shifts still 
quietly breathing I announce my arrival 
In waves of pleasure 
Gifted in charms and nature 
I cannot make true another existence for you 
In breath
In life in letting go