im sorry but i just dont like to act this way. im not one to stand for subtle things i toss in turn and want to hide. all the time. but in denial i wait for you. she stands to win at a game where you can only lose. the distance is in the wind and im left to wonder whats underneath the skin.
my tummy turned with lies. that words alone could not disguise. taken away on dreams that happen to carry me away from what is real in time. i dont know anymore, im not even with the score.