i sat up all night logical and explaining in common sense why it "just wont work" between us. crushing you for the 13th time. i said your name one last time as you walked out the door and down the hall. you turned back for a second of look, with longing in your eyes. i was sad you were leaving but not surprised. the words i said were true and i felt more free after hearing where you stand. distance like an island already rose between us and i sailed away. do not ask me to be something i am not. there isnt enough words to explain the depths of the pain i have. dont make my scars burn for love.