you drove by

i filtered threw your lies to find myself compromised. there wasnt a word for sorry in my language. people who hurt, hurt other people and like animals who show their teeth to scare off prey i showed you mine, but your teeth were already in the flesh of my heart. my mind wasnt strong and my body was persuaded by pleasure mistaken for pain. i feel silent towards you now, everything i said lingering in the ether of dreams and reality. i push and i pull you,  this i understand. truths begin to emerge and the beauty of myself value begins to emerge. if even for a spit second i put my best interest first...if just for a second what would i see, what would i say.